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Act
of Contrition Oh
my God, I am heartly sorry for having offended thee. I detest
all my sins because of thy just punishment, but most of all
because they offend thee my Lord, whom art all good and deserving
of all my love. I firmly resolve to sin no more and to avoid
the near occasion of sin. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus is Condemned ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 Jesus stands in the most human
of places. He has already experienced profound solidarity with so many on this
earth, by being beaten and tortured. Now he is wrongfully condemned to
punishment by death. His commitment to entering our lives completely begins its
final steps. He has said "yes" to God and placed his life in God's hands. We
follow him in this final surrender, and contemplate with reverence each place
along the way, as he is broken and given for us. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus Carries His Cross ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 Jesus is made to carry the
cross on which he will die. It represents the weight of all our crosses. What
he must have felt as he first took it upon his shoulders! With each step he
enters more deeply into our human experience. He walks in the path of human
misery and suffering, and experiences its crushing weight. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Jesus
Falls the First Time ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
The weight is unbearable.
Jesus falls under it. How could he enter our lives completely without
surrendering to the crushing weight of the life of so many on this earth! He
lies on the ground and knows the experience of weakness beneath unfair burdens.
He feels the powerlessness of wondering if he will ever be able to continue. He
is pulled up and made to continue. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus Meets His Mother on the Road to Calvary ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
Jesus' path takes him to a
powerful source of his strength to continue. All his life, his mother had
taught him the meaning of the words, "Behold, the handmaid of the Lord." Now
they look into each other's eyes. How pierced-through her heart must be! How
pained he must be to see her tears! Now, her grace-filled smile blesses his
mission and stirs his heart to its depth. Love and trust in God bind them
together. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Simon Helps Jesus Carry His Cross ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 Jesus even experiences our
struggle to receive help. He is made to experience the poverty of not being
able to carry his burden alone. He enters into the experience of all who must
depend upon others to survive. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Veronica Wipes the Face of Jesus ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 Jesus' journey is at times
brutal. He has entered into the terrible experiences of rejection and
injustice. He has been whipped and beaten. His face shows the signs of his
solidarity with all who have ever suffered injustice and vile, abusive
treatment. He encounters a compassionate, loving disciple who wipes the vulgar
spit and mocking blood from his face. On her veil, she discovers the image of
his face - his gift to her. And, for us to contemplate
forever. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Jesus
Falls the Second Time ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 Even with help, Jesus stumbles
and falls to the ground. In deep exhaustion he stares at the earth beneath
him. "Remember, you are dust and to dust you will return." He has seen death
before. Now he can feel the profound weakness of disability and disease and
aging itself, there on his knees, under the weight of his
cross. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus Speaks to the Women ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 The women of Jerusalem, and
their children, come out to comfort and thank him. They had seen his compassion
and welcomed his words of healing and freedom. He had broken all kinds of
social and religious conventions to connect with them. Now they are here to
support him. He feels their grief. He suffers, knowing he can't remain to help
them more in this life. He knows the mystery of facing the separation of
death. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus Falls the Third Time ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 This last fall is
devastating. Jesus can barely proceed to the end. Summoning all this remaining
strength, supported by his inner trust in God, Jesus collapses under the weight
of the cross. His executioners look at him as a broken man, pathetic yet paying
a price he deserves. They help him up so he can make it up the hill of
crucifixion. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jesus
is Stripped of His Garments ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 Part of the indignity is to be
crucified naked. Jesus is completely stripped of any pride. The wounds on his
back are torn open again. He experiences the ultimate vulnerability of the
defenseless. No shield or security protects him. As they stare at him, his eyes
turn to heaven. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus is Nailed
to the Cross ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 Huge nails are hammered
through his hands and feet to fix him on the cross. He is bleeding much more
seriously now. As the cross is lifted up, the weight of his life hangs on those
nails. Every time he struggles to pull himself up to breathe, his ability to
cling to life slips away. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus is Crucified ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 Between two criminals, a
mocking title above his head, with only Mary and John and Mary Magdalene to
support him, Jesus surrenders his last breath: "Into your hands I commend my
spirit." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus is taken down from the Cross ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
What tender mourning! Jesus'
lifeless body lies in his mother's arms. He has truly died. A profound
sacrifice, complete. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~
Jesus is Buried ~ We adore you, O Lord, and bless You. Because by Your
holy cross You have redeemed the world.
 They take the body of Jesus to
its resting place. The huge stone over the tomb is the final sign of the
permanence of death. In this final act of surrender, who would have imagined
this tomb would soon be empty or that Jesus would show himself alive to his
disciples, or that they would recognize him in the breaking of bread? Oh, that
our hearts might burn within us, as we realize how he had to suffer and die so
as to enter into his glory, for us.
In the fullness of faith in
the Risen One, given by his own Holy Spirit, I express my gratitude for this way
of the cross. I ask Jesus, whose hands, feet and side still bear the signs of
this journey, to grant me the graces I need to take up my cross to be a servant
of his own mission.
Amen.
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